Nothing compares

And I hope you always stay the same…

I don’t like change.

If I keep hoping and hoping and wishing and wishing and waiting and waiting I’ll roll over and die.

I think…  I think…………

The Internet is a bad place.  Damn random, sorry.

Maybe, just maybe, I’m going to give up baking and maybe I’d like a quiet Christmas.  Also, I’d want to lock myself up at home everyday.

Stay the same by Joey McIntyre is a very sad song.  But I like it, alot. 

I wish, sometimes, that that fat man in a red and white suit with a beard exists, and that he is able to do what he is said to be able to.  Gosh.

I’m feeling uh, down.  Yes.  I don’t know why the past few days have been somewhat a roller coaster ride although I’m able to be relatively happy.  And you know what?  I’ve been staying at home alot the past few days, doing nothing.  Yeah.

It’s a bad sign, right?  When you know your friend is drifting away from you, yet you don’t really feel anything about it?  I have no idea why.  It’s not like I don’t make efforts to talk to you, you know?

Banana.  I’m going to continue reading books.  Damn.

I’m really bored bored bored at home now :(  Mummy said not to bake today because Rona’s not at home so nobody’ll clear up but hey I can clear up! D:

Nevermind maybe go draw or make cards or something or organise my table later.  I need money D:  Gosh.  Should have gone to work or something!  Rah.  Shall finish Jodi Picoult then.  I’m already halfway through and it’s scary to read at night, because I’d get nightmares.

Somebody was being very Idiotic yesterday and I got kinda upset thinking oh no oh no not again but still I got over it because somebody else was being nice.  Oh well.

I’m rambling like some kinda dimwit so don’t read on if you don’t wish to, not that many people read this huh.

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I’m hooked onto Martha Stewart’s web!  Hahaha I never knew her web could get so addictive with all the craft & baking.  Weird, how I’m so attracted by such stuff :)  Heh.

Only problem is, I can’t access the materials + I need money to buy them.  Oh well.  & I kinda lose patience (hardly, actually) when I make stuff or I can spend extremely long hours on stuff if they’re meant for people I love or just really, really good friends.  :D 

I want to make more stuff but, I can’t find ocassions to and nobody finishes my cupcakes at home because yes, I guess they’re sick of them. 

On a brighter note, Christmas is coming

Season of giving, no?

-Runs off to get scissors & glue-

But I need to organise my stuff!  I think I’m going to buy baking pans -grins

Wild Wild Wet-ed with Germaine, Grace, Joanna, Jocelyn and Eugene.

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I just realised more than half my post got eaten away but I’m too lazy to say everything again

Simply put, Wild Wild Wet was better than expected :D  I won’t mind going again!

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Enchanted is a good show, I must say :)  Caught it with Germaine today at AMK Hub.  Oh, halfway during the show she went to the toilet.  Initially I was hesitant when she told me she’d go alone, but I figured it should be safe and hey, she’s 9-years-old already anyway.  Okay I remember very clearly uh, when I looked at my phone about 5 minutes after she left it was 14:32 then at 14:35 she wasn’t back yet so I wanted to go check.  Then she came back and she was crying :/  Ohmy freaked me out, turned out that the door handle broke and she couldn’t get out of the toilet so she started crying and banging at the door.  She still got out eventually but dang, made me feel extremely guilty

Either way, both of us enjoyed the show much :)  Wasted money buying popcorn because more than half of the popcorn/drinks were left behind -.-  Went to ArtBox, got her her extremely belated birthday gift then went to NTUC to help Gerald get Tabasco sauce.

Bringing Grace, Germaine, Joanna & Jocelyn to Wild Wild Wet tomorrow :O  Hope it’ll be fun instead of tiring.  Haha!  Time to get burnt :3

Oh a bird sat on my window just now and scared me.  Ran downstairs and made alot of people join me in staring at The Bird on my Window!  Stupidddd.

Doughnuts?  Must try baking them one day :)  Teehee.

Pimpthatsnack.com is super cute :)   I like people who mess around with food

Surfed NTU website and saw something disappointing but aye small case lah.  The thing is, I should be able to get into NTU!  ;)  Must pass GP =x  Hope they offer double degree in Math and Chemistry!

Caught Game Plan with Grace at AMK Hub just now.  Super nice!  I like; my tye of movie, not…. Beowulf =x  I found Beowulf boring.  Ha I like happy endings with cliched storylines, leh. 

Stomachache again, horrid.  Just remembered there’s chemistry tuition later on :(  Sigh.

Must bring Germaine to watch Bee Movie one day!  & Wild Wild Wet another day.  Aha must draw schedule again.  Got stuff to do this holidays!

Hello this is my lovely Jay picture :)  I’m quiteeeee satisfied with it (’cept the fonts) but still, do give me your comments ;)  Yes I forgot to colour in the hair below the right ear

Aye this morning woke up really early at 7am to go to Bishan Park with Mummy and Germaine.  Supposed to accompany Mummy to walk but Ger & I decided to skate! :D  Horrid, she skates so slowly :/  Decided that tmrw I’ll jog with her while she skates.  Haha.  Forgot how to run alrd though.

Miss this old place :(  The playground that gets muddy after a rain, the canals that fill up with murky milo-like water when it rains, Chen Lao Shi’s tuitions, Sarah Chew, Aaron Lee + Rachel, Jojo, Tracie living just 3 floors above, school walking distance away, walking home from Ai Tong with Gerald and Aaron, the swimming pool, the vending machines, counting the number of calories in Cheezels while sitting at the carpark benches, skating/biking in the carpark, knowing the entire estate inside out, climbing and running around like monkeys.  But most of all, I really miss Chinese (surprise, surprise) tuitions with Sarah and Aaron!  Oh man.  Aha all good things come to an end, true enough.

Then went to school for NUS thinger.  Asdfghjkl wasted my time :(  Went to Chinese Swimming Club with the family-Papa after that.  Cool place but!  In the East >:(  If not I’d study there for sure :)  Went to Ahma’s house too, where she was so happy to see me that I felt guilty :(  & she stuffed us with food, as usual.  Eh heh must make a point to go down more often, Ahma is nice & cute

Okay!  Don’t feel like typing, fingers feel numb.  Ha.